Since I can't seem to put the thoughts together in my head I shall comply with this meme.
Here are the rules...
It's pretty self-explanatory, no? Let's call it The 10-For-10 Meme. Tell us/me/the world 10 interesting/random/quirky/normal/silly things about yourself...things you're looking forward to, things about you personally, whatever you want.
so...here we go.
Oh but before I do mine...
(1. I hate spam and am seriously considering getting rid of my yahoo! account because of it!)
This was MoFM first answer and I read it as SPERM, she hates SPERM. mahahahaha...ME TOO GIRL, ME TOO ;)
Ok, on to mine...
1. I psychoanalyze myself to death. I feel that every emotion has a deeper meaning than it really does...if that is true for myself that MUST be true for everyone else. Like there must be a reason that hubby is not a happy person...there has to be a deeper meaning than it is just the way he is.
2. In high school I thought I was fat. I was super self conscience. NOW being the same weight that I was then I wish I could go back and tell that girl...HONEY you're fine. By fine I mean you are FINE, hot even. Live it up and quit worrying about your body image.
3. Since I am going back to me in those days, I would also tell myself to quit having SO much fun in college and work on actually going to class and finishing. I wish I really had my Bachelors. I know I can always go back and get it, but damn that is a lot of work when you have "responsibilities" and stuff.
4. I am a people pleaser. Part of my up bringing I guess. I am trying to please me more and more. Sounds dirty, but it's not. Not always anyway (did I just type that?)
5. Sometimes I forget how old I am. I still feel 21ish, but with two kids. So much has changed in my life since the GREAT year of 21, yet it just feels like yesterday when I was that ripe ole age. When they say time flies, they sure weren't shittin.
6. I love my job. I love my company and coworkers. Yet I play on the Internet WAY too much. As if my posting isn't proof enough, I change my myspace layout at least once a week...sometimes twice a week. *looks around*
7. After asking my hubby to move back in I instantly (semi) regretted it. I WANT to work things out (mostly) but don't know if we are all that compatible. YET, I wonder if I would really find ANYONE who I consider compatible to me.
8. My mom is on jury duty this week. I got a strange call from her yesterday, crying, thanking me for being "normal". In the next breath she said, "well, the most normal of all my kids." Thanks Mom. LOL
9. Sometimes I think I want to be a lonely old woman, who has her kids and cats.
10. Lastly, something I am looking forward to is Disney this Christmas. I am thrilled to be taking my kids there and experiencing the magic through their eyes. I feel giddy when I even think about it.
Ok, don't know if those are random or just stuff that is floating around in my head...Thanks for tagging me Matter of Fact Mommy (can I link you just ONE more time?)
I am tagging:
Anna-Borderline Bonkers
BlueBella
Kami's Khlopchyk
Normal to Natalie
Ramblings, Rants and Recipes
I think five is enough, if you read this and you want to participate, let me know so I can come read your 10!
I can totally relate to numbers 1 and 2! I overanalaze and I wish I was the weight of my high school self, when I thought I was fat!
ReplyDeleteYes 1 and 2 when I was a little older, not just in high school, but at that time I let a boyfriend tell me always that I was too fat, and geez, doncha know I wish I was that weight now???
ReplyDeleteI would grab this meme, but things are so screwed up for me these days it would turned out morbid and depressing...over psycoanalyze that for me please...I would really like to know what is going on in my head! There muct be a deeper reason for all this crap coming down on me!
2 and 5 I think about a lot lately.
ReplyDeleteI just told my husband the other day I am a very old 28 year old, meaning My life has changed so much since I graduated college 6 years ago...I can't believe in that time I was a teacher for 4 years, married 4 years already, have two kiddos and I have been a SAHM for 2 years now...wow! When did I get this old.
I am laughing..."they sure weren't shitting me.." I love that, I just might use it!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the tag, this might actually get me to post somthing. I am in a serious blogging funk :-)
Oh, yes, I am definitely with you on #1!
ReplyDeleteOMG...I feel like our lives are linked so many times. I agree...why do we think that our weight in high school was big! Hell...I would take that body back right now!
ReplyDeleteBut I do wish that loving my job would make the list. You are so lucky! This is fun...not sure if I will do it, maybe too much soul searching. LOL
7 and 9 go together for me... how difficult it must be for you to struggle with the decision to ask your husband to move back in. you are a strong, strong woman.
ReplyDeletebtw my mom is "a lonely old woman" in that she lives alone with her dog. but she's the happiest she's ever been - mainly because of her grandkids... ahhh, independence!
and, while i am not guilty of analyzing myself to death, i do overdo it sometimes. and it makes me crazy when i do it. so i can totally relate there. (that didn't make much sense did it? whatever.)
OH, and LOL @ the sperm comment!
okay, I played!!!
ReplyDeleteI can do 10 things here...
ReplyDelete1> I tried to wear contacts one time when I was like 18... didn't really like them. Not the contacts themselves, but I think I look better in glasses.
2> I memorized poems in HS because I was bored in English class and I'd flip through the text book and memorize one. I know one from William Butler Yeats, part of MacBeth and one my uncle wrote...
3> I'm addicted to watermelon. I can eat 1/4 of a watermelon at a time.
4> I'm growing a pineapple plant at my desk here at work. I grew it from a pineapple I bought at the grocery store.
5> I collect (and lose) travel coffee mugs. I have 3 on my desk now.
6> No one will play trivial pursuit with me.
7> I play an ancient Irish sport called hurling.
8> I know how 6 x 9 = 42.
9> I used to think the giant port wine stain birthmark on my leg was a ketchup stain.
10> I was an officer in the Army Reserve. In the last unit I was in there were so many other officers ranked above me that my responsbilities included making coffee and getting donuts.
That comment from your mom is hilarious.
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